Start Again

I wish that I could using blogging as a positive medium today, but seeing as how I can't stand my own compay today that doesn't seem likely.

I wish I wish I wish... I wish I could dance, I wish I was skinny (and I'm trying), I wish people thought as highly of me as I do of them, I wish I could stop drinking, I wish I hadn't consumed my supply of Stilnox in one night - and I wish I could remember what happened that night, I wish I was better Chef, daughter, sister, friend, person in general.

Right now though, it just seems futile.